Ipad Mini Ipad Mini case
Shopping Spree (F21 gift cards)
Dollface makeup set
Film camera (Holga 135BC with Flash)
Film for my film camera (35mm or 120mm)
Rainbow / Ombre cake One Direction cupcakes (mehehe)
Wreck this journal
This is not a book
Finish this book
Apple wireless mouse
A cute decent wallet lol
A cute decent backpack
Hair dyes (pink, blue, green, purple or red)
Starbucks 2013 planner
Back on tumblr after how many months. So much has happened in the past few weeks I neglected this tiny little blog. Disappointments, new found friends & realisations. Which brings me to the most fundamental question of my being (so far), where on earth is my life going?
I don’t believe in this saying “If you really love a person, you only want them to be happy, even if this means them being with someone else”. Bullshit. That’s too easy, y’know. If you really love a person, you fucking fight for them, even if this means a lot of bleeding and pain. Because that’s what love is.
I never thought this day would come, me ditching Windows and joining the Mac family. I’ve never really wanted a Mac, I was always worried about the compatibility. But after giving it some thought and the fact that I’m in college already, I guess having a Macbook can be quite helpful. So around April I talked to my dad about it I predicted that he was going to be skeptical about it because let’s be honest, MacBooks are expensive. To my surprise, he said why not and i’d probably get it sometime in May. But problems and delays occurred because we were after the student discount and the only switch store that offers the discount was in SDA and Ateneo. I settled for the apple store at SDA but sadly their units were pulled out due to the summer vacation so I had to wait for the units for about two weeks. Problems occurred again because they only accept HSBC for their credit options so we had to use a check. Finally after several complications I was finally able to claim it today. I’m so happy right now, layouting and doing other academic things would be much more easier . Major thanks to my dad for agreeing to buy this for me I owe him nothing now but good grades and appreciation. Thanks daddy!
Since the dawn of recorded history, something like 110 billion human beings have been born into this world. And not a single one of them made it. There are 6.8 billion people on the planet. Roughly 60 million of them die every year. 60 million people. That comes out to about 160,000 per day. I read this quote once when I was a kid, “We live alone, we die alone. Everything else is just an illusion. ” It used to keep me up at night. We all die alone. So, why am I supposed to spend my life working, sweating, struggling?…For an illusion? Because no amount of friends, no boy, no assignments about conjugating the pluperfect or determining the square root of the hypotenuse is gonna help me avoid my fate. I have better things to do with my time.
Today is the start of CAO’s annual recruitment week which means that organizations like Harlequin, GMG, LSDC etc are now opening applications for its new members. I’m personally hoping to be part of the Green Media Group (GMG) under the hosting pool. I’ve always wanted to be part of something this huge. When I was in elementary school things like public speaking never made me nervous but once I stepped into high school that’s when I got all the jitters. I think it totally sucks because high school molded me into the person that I am now and having nervous breakdowns every time I speak in front of an audience can affect my dreams of becoming a UAAP courtside reporter. Yes, I do have dreams of becoming a courtside reporter, preferably just for volleyball but I’m willing to indulge myself in basketball just so I can achieve this dream. Anyway, joining GMG and if I will be accepted in the future is a stepping stone for me and eventually my training for the real thing. I really want this and I will conquer my awkward self just so I can do this right. I’m really scared, I stutter when I’m pressured and I babble a lot too. But I won’t let these hinder me from trying and doing my best. Right now I’m really terrified but come screening day and I will be prepared. There’s nothing else better to do now than to rehearse, rehearse and eventually hope for the best while expecting the worst.